Luke Grown Up

I’m lonely. No one calls me (except Sara, but she doesn’t count because she’s my love) or makes any effort to visit me - people seldom talk to me online. I miss Sara and my friends from home, all of whom I haven’t seen in far too long. I’m so broke I had to quit cigarettes this morning because I couldn’t pay for them. I don’t get paid for 2 weeks. Rent is due next week and I’m going to need food too, and I can’t afford any of it. I’m bored of reading, playing games, and studying, but I have nothing else to do, no one to hang out with, no way to get anywhere, and no money to do anything when I get there (wherever that is) . I haven’t felt emotional in a long time (years), but now I’m getting overwhelmed with everything and I’m feeling helpless and alone. Despite what it may seem like, I’m vulnerable and I know it. And it hurts to be like this.

But I’m getting A’s in my classes.

Go Luke, I guess.

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